Okay, well, y'all are being asses and not taking the challenge. SISSY WHORES! Nyahaha.


1. what's a song you that lyrically is 'you'?
"Welcome to my Life" - it's both depressing and laughing at people for angst. XD

2. who is the person you trust most in the world, who knows things that other people don't know?
Right now it's Jackie. The person I trustED most who KNEW almost everything about me is Caiti, who moved to Georgia and fell out of touch with me.

3. what is, with detail, one of your dirtiest dreams (sleeping kind)
Oh, crap on you, you WOULD ask this! u_u; I assume by "sleeping kind" you mean no daydreams.
Well I don't want to scare all my friends (fuck you, damn it, whyyyyy this question) but the dirtiest dream I ever had was... I went to an anime convention cosplaying as... crap what's his name, the molested character in Yami no Matsuei -.-;... Anyway then I met someone playing Muraki and we became friends during poses for cosplay pictures because we had awesome dream roxxor costumes. XP There was a shoujo-bubble scene where we ate at a noodle place like in Naruto together and the Muraki-cosplayer licked noodles off my chin while random people in the background noticed and took large amounts of photos. The next day we were still in the same costumes and we traveled around buying manga and I got my Fushigi Yuugi books signed by Yuu Watase. Up 'til this point, this dream was my most awesome rockin' dream ever because it was realistic too. And jeez, for Yuu Watase and a hot guy licking noodles off my chin! X3.
Randomly there was a contest Muraki-cosplayer and I entered together and won for getting a proffessional photoshoot where the photographers would sell the photos to fans. We both got excited and jumped around happily and pointed and laughed at the peole who didn't get it. Then we both followed the contest guy upstairs to the part of the hotel that was all rooms and he took us inside this huuuuge suite where there were like four photographers lounging around waiting. The guy who led us there explained our costumes but apparently all the photographers were avid Yami no Matsuei readers and loved the concept and began posing us and taking pictures. Ta da! You see where this is going? XD... We posed kissing, and then Muraki holding me bridal style, etc, cute scenes first. Afterward we posed with Muraki 'ripping' (not really, don't harm dream costumes!) off my shirt, and a pic of Muraki looking like he was molesting me. So then one of the photgraphers pulls out a huge professional video camera (XDDD PRON WOO) and says, "make it like a skit!" So we start off with me trying to be insulting and make him leave with Muraki approaching me slowly through it all until I'm pinned to a corner, and then Muraki-cosplayer grabs my arms with one hand and uses the other to press me against the wall and we make out. I kind of look over to the video guy and he motions "keep going! you're in-character! ^^" and I nervously let Muraki strip me except my shirt (to hide the boobies). (Yet no one cared I didn't have a penis.) We continued to make out through that until Muraki stopped to drag me over to the bed, at which point I seriously did start struggling and wondering where it would end. Apparently my dream me is really easy to bag, though and once Muraki pounced on me in the bed I just gave up.
It didn't even end there though! o_o; After sex and pr0n was over, the photographers were like "good job ^_^" and Muraki got dressed again and waited for me to slowly get up and get dressed. I was all dark and angsty afterward but Muraki-cosplayer waited for me and then dragged me back out to the convention. For the rest of the day I hung onto Muraki's arm like a little shadow and people took pictures because it was cute. Then Muraki took us out to dinner and apologized and I went emo and angsty and replied that his apology was not accepted. Yet I still followed him around... -_-; We went back to the hotel and I went with him into his room and he cuddled me and we had random "shoujo bubble!" moments and kissed and went to sleep together cuddling. At some point when I was in the room I 'forgave him' and agreed to be his girlfriend.
THE END. Gods my fantasies have a wide range. -_-;;; lol...

If any of you sissies get over your fear of having 3 questions asked, report to my last journal ("WELL, FUCK") and ask away already! >

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I was tagged! Woo


10 things about my art...

1. Since I got my tablet, I hate drawing without it.
2. Coloring on the computer is SOOOO hard for me. Stupidly so.
3. What I do draw on paper is always just a sketch version now.
4. Watercolor is my favorite coloring tool because I don't have awesome markers or colored pencils.
5. People who RP online with me inspire a lot of my pictures.
6. Chibi is much easier for me to make, but I love how my anime-style pictures turn out in the end because they're so handsome... (even Gaunt, whos icky!)
7. Laely, Gaia has inspired a lot of hairstyle pictures in my sketchbook. o.o
8. I try to sign every piece I scan. But my memory suxxors.
9. My art style is inspired by Yuu Watase (anime style), and various pictures on the internet for my chibi style (though I adore Queenofdorks), and my painting style is just... me trying to be realistic. Though Watase also has some awesome watercolor paintings
10. When I started drawing anime without using tracing etc at age 12 everything was fucktarded. Stick figures were not as ugly as my deformed characters.

I tag, umm...

I don't think any of y'all have been tagged but forgive me my horrid memory. u_u;
EDIT: Okay so apparently a fucking lot of you have been tagged. Fuck you, I don't feel like tagging more people. TAG TO ANYONE WHO READS MY SPEWING OF SHIT!